WHY AM I A BIG KID?????

I OFTEN GET PICKED ON BECAUSE OF I AM ALWAYS BEING GOOFY AND THE TYPE OF MUSIC I LISTEN TO..........OK.........SO I AM STILL A FAN OF THE BACKSTREET BOYS....WHO CARES???? REALLY???? I MAY NOT LIKE THE SHIT YOU LISTEN TO, BUT I CERTENLY DON'T HARASS YOU ABOUT IT!!!!! I LIKE BEING A BIG KID, I ACT MY AGE WHEN I HAVE TO.......BELEIVE IT OR NOT.....I KNOW HOW TO ACT MY AGE.....I FEEL LIKE I HAVE PROVED THAT. I JUST LIKE TO HAVE FUN, AND I LIKE TO BE ABLE TO RELATE TO EVERYONE WEATHER YOUR 8 OR 28. NO MATTER HOW OLD YOU THINK I ACT, I DO TRY TO DO THE BEST I CAN IN LIFE......I STARTED MY CAREER AT THE AGE OF 19, I GOT MARRIED WHEN I WAS TWENTY AND WATCHED MY HUSBAND SUFFER IN THE HOSPITAL DUE TO A TERRIBLE ACCIDENT, AND BOUGHT A HOUSE AT THE AGE OF 21. A LOT OF 50 YEAR OLDS DON'T GO THROUGH A HORRIFIC ACCIDENT LIKE SHAWN HAD, BUT YOU KNOW WHAT, I DELT WITH IT TO THE BEST OF MY ABILITY. OKAY SO MAYBE I DIDN'T KNOW ALL OF THE RIGHT QUESTIONS TO ASK.....BUT WHEN YOU ARE IN AS MUCH SHOCK AS I WAS YOU DON'T KNOW WHAT TO THINK. I ALSO REALIZE I HAVE MADE BAD CHOICES.....NO ONE IS PERFECT......I KNOW I AM FAR FROM IT. BUT I GUESS WHAT I AM REALLY TRYING TO SAY, REAL LIFE ISN'T EASY, AND THERE COMES A POINT IN YOUR LIFE, WHEN YOU REALIZE, YOU CAN'T RUN BACK TO MOMMY AND DADDY TO FIX YOUR PROBLEMS, YOU REALIZE YOU HAVE TO FIX THEM YOURSELF. THINGS CHANGE, PEOPLE LEAVE, AND LIFE DOESN'T STOP FOR ANYONE.



XOXO,
LINDSEY